Make me strong, this is only test

Keep telling myself that this is a test, la tahzan ~ that there's a reason ALLAH has ordained things to turn out this way. Probably ALLAH is testing me if I am amongst the grateful. Probably ALLAH knows I can take it and this test will just make me stronger. I'd been holding it in. I didn't wanna shed a tear. But...sometime, i'm too weak.. hepls me Ya ALLAH ~ show me the way i should choose to be a better person, please wipes my tears.